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Monday, February 27, 2006

Feeling Happy and Grateful



There was a time when I could just stare at a blank page and the words would just flow but it seems as of late that I struggle to find the words to write. Everything is going so well that I am at a loss as to what the topic should be. I can tell you that I am grateful for this time of respite and that because everything is going so well that I am feeling not quite euphoric but definitely pretty close. I have recently increased the mood stabilizer that I take for my bipolar disorder and it seems to be helping a lot plus we are having much more sunlight. That alone is reason enough to be feeling better. Griffin has been in a great mood lately and having exceptionally good behaviors, I think that part of it is because he picks up on my mood. He is sensitive to how I am feeling and reacts accordingly. So, this post is about not really anything specific but just life in general. I am grateful that my car is still hanging in there because it is a 1988 model and on its last leg. It looks rough but is running good so far, every day that it cranks in the bitter cold I am so very thankful that I am going to get yet another day out of it. In this time of transition of seasons, as it slowly moves into the springtime, I am grateful for having my very nice apartment that gives us shelter from the elements and is really quite cozy. The more I write the less I like what I am saying so I am tempted to delete the whole thing and start over but I have come this far, might as well finish it up now. Griffin's laughter is what I am most grateful for because it means that he is happy and healthy which is our greatest blessings. So, on that note I am going to close and say that because of all the wonderful things in my life I am the happiest person that I know right now. Thanks for reading our blog and hope that you have a most excellent day!

8 comments:

Felicity said...

Lora you rock. I wish I could come up to Alaska and meet you & your amazing son.

Eileen said...

I am so happy that you are having happy dyas :) I love the picture of the daisies that you posted. They are my favorite flowers. I had daisies for my flowers at my wedding.

KCsMom said...

Beautiful post Lora! It makes me feel happy to read it!
Your a great Mommy to Griffin and it shows in your posts!

Wendy said...

Lora - Happy to read that you're in such a good place right now. :) Wendy

Octoberbabies said...

Lora, your happiness is infectious. I was reading this post with a HUGE smile on my face (I think I may have even heard harps palying in the background).

So glad your loving it all.

Sla

your mom said...

i knew there was something you could put your magic words to and brighten all the bloggers day these words help put us all in a more serene mood. it is true we need to be thankful for even the smallest things in our days they help us get through the hardest times. love you much mom

kyra said...

what a joyful post. thank you for that!

Kiralea Powell said...

Hi Lora

You are an inspiration.
You are so eloquent in your writing. I enjoy reading your posts when i can find the time. lol.
Takecare
Hugs Kiralea & family